This time,This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left'
Cause you know, you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go

i think i ought to get this off my chest.
you know, all these while, my heart has been aching. to see you like this.
all this time while watching you, you always gave me insecurity. it's like you dont even care anymore.
what has happened? care to share? you are not the person i once knew. it really pains me to see you like that. i hate that i love you so...
federer. do you know, all these times while watching you on cable tv. you always gave me insecurity(when you play against nadal) it's like you dont even care about your game anymore.
what has happened? care to share? you are not the federer i once knew. it really pains me to see you like that. are you satisfied with world number 2? i really hope you do clinch back the no.1 spot.
hate that i love you so, federer...

damn NADAL... argh... my heart aches for federer...
this post is gay! arghhhhhh... lol

long time since i finally blogged:x sorry arh, my butt was stuck in the toilet bowl, that's why couldnt blog:)
well, life has been hectic. though tennis training is reduced to once a week:( but i got other commitments, such as practice sessions for Fairfield's founders day on monday. wa. must brace myself for another round of blushing on stage :S

ytd had tennis training. 3-6pm. i learnt my mistake, which is to bring a cap! the sun was so freaking hot, even my shoes were hot! (stupid la. go buy black shoes for what?)
and i can say, almost the whole boys team got murdered. by who? no its by what. so what is it? a tennis CAN! believe it or not?! ya. we are a bunch of weaklings. better work harder boys.

yes! i finally did well for a test. weeeeee.

i just realized that there are more girls than guys in my class!
the ratio is like 3:1!
no wonder i look like a pimp. every time around 6-7 girls. tsk tsk.
(this is an apology to guys out there if ive offended you)
~er.. srr. sorrrrry. woo.. would you pls.. forgive me?
u.. u. you know.. when i .. i grow up... i wan. awana be a tax tax taxi dri. driver!

life is so mundane. school. study. homework. sleep. school. study. homework. sleep. sian...
let me check my time table... oh! it says sleep.

so... see you suckers! ( i wonder who's the sucker here) ( yar totally agree!)

confucious say...

just realized that some things in life are similar to a tennis match.
many a time, ppl become nervous before a match. they are nervous about their performance, worried about the expectations and most importantly, afraid that they will lose.
but really, no one wants to go into the match thinking that they will ultimately lose. they want to win.
this brings me back to my point. there are many obstacles in life. these obstacles in the future tend to hold you back and make you indecisive. but if you are going to worry and not do a thing, life will not have meaning.
if you are given the chance now, seize it. dont think about the failures that lie ahead.
if it fails, move on. in anyways, life will ultimately come to an end, but does that mean that there is no more meaning to live? No. same applies to the little things tat happen in our lives.

most importantly, we should just cherish whatever we have now and enjoy it.
after all, winning the match is a bonus.

3rd week of holidays

today, it really felt like holiday cos i dint touch my homework at all! yay!
not feeling guilty at all cos i guess this is what we should be doing! why bother calling it holiday if we are going to mug everyday? but oh well, cant afford to do THIS everyday :)

anyway, went to collect my specs with kat, before baking cookies.
the cookies are delicious! hmm mmm! hahaha. credits to kat of course :)

anyway. life is so clear after i got my new specs. heh!
with my new specs i can...
make out fatty chngs' figure from a far! woots!
copy answers in tests. woots!
flag the right bus down. woots!
differentiate a tennis ball from a pear. woots!
look at pretty gal, from a far. ehem. meow. woots!

holidays?

its the 2nd week of holidays. guess i must have a time table. rahh
so much things to do. well homework and revision aside(which i have not started), i also want to work out. going gym tml with nat before he flies away.
need to beef up. sometimes, i've got the feeling that i'll be blown away by the wind. so yup. to the GYM!
besides that. i also wanna work on some of my tennis strokes.
i needa get a flat serve! and i need to work on serving and volleying!
(oops. shall stop talking abt tennis. CONG YI! SEE? I LISTENED TO YOU!)

argh. there's really nth to do besides tt. oh well. guess i can get some company from mark and fatty's hse. hahah.

anyway. CONGRATS to Mr Tan and Ms liang on getting married!
(aww. mark... if only ming hui was younger!) lol.

im signing off. need to tend to stupid cuts on my heels.