i just cant seem to get her out of my mind.
it's been ages, and i'm still thinking about her from time to time.
im pretty sure the feeling aint mutual. her's prolly friendship. but mine..
i dont wanna do anything, for fear of embarrassment and sort of knowing wont work either.
but keeping it unshared doesnt feel right either.

she's just the girl that i will never ever get.

end everything before entering a new environment and no complications will arise.

you've indeed learn well from previous experience.

free preview of fireworks+fly pass again:D

excellent view from the platform i must say.

and damn, those pole dancers are... HAWT! :D

perk of the day and the rest of the rehearsals for sure! ftw:D

; like an old abandoned house

like expected, it was not the lost of control over your life, but rather, the lost of feelings.

that girl

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights

I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool

I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Talk about a sin
Was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time
I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

whenever you needed help, i would try to be there.

now, just because you cant handle your life, you left me behind.

i was the first to be laid off.

i was always doing sacrifices, even till that very last moment..

i did what was necessary, for your sake.

as the days go by and as more photos of you having fun without me keep pouring in, i really question myself if everything that i've done was worth anything.

God, i come before you humbled. please give me strength to tide through this, by myself.