whenever you needed help, i would try to be there.

now, just because you cant handle your life, you left me behind.

i was the first to be laid off.

i was always doing sacrifices, even till that very last moment..

i did what was necessary, for your sake.

as the days go by and as more photos of you having fun without me keep pouring in, i really question myself if everything that i've done was worth anything.

God, i come before you humbled. please give me strength to tide through this, by myself.