Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why

Dummy's Guide to relationships

hmm, i presume my blog's dead and people wont come here anymore? perfect. just needed some place to rant. well if you happen to be reading this, then you must be a real hardcore fan as i've not blogged since god knows when and everyone knows or at least thinks that wilson sum doesnt blog anymore. so thank you for visiting my blog for whatever reason:)

yup. i dont need to explain what im about to rant on but if you happen to have an eyesight of 1000 degrees and above and missed out on my title then i shall briefly tell you what it is: Dummy's guide to relationships, lesson 101: Why nice guys will lose out to cool guys.

first, i shall define what a nice guy is(based on my perception)
nice guy: one who gives in all the time, always there when needed, willing to make sacrifices, loyal to his partner, caring, may not necessarily be good looking but his character makes up for it.

now onto the cool guy: HANDSOME ,may not be loyal, may not be caring, may not be willing to make sacrifices, may not be there when needed, may not give in at all.

well, it seems to me that at this point the nice guy has an upper hand compared to the cool guy, but wait! being nice may not mean winning over that girl you have so longed to be with.

why?

cos nice guys tend to be taken for granted. they selflessly make so many sacrifices, always die die try to be there for her, care for her, be loyal to her etc. to a point where she feels jaded and takes such acts of love as normal.

whereas for the cool guys, they tend to be flirtatious, not that loyal, dont always care about the opposite gender's feelings and they cause a great deal of pain.
but wait, he being an asshole actually plays to his advantage. why? he has just created something, absence. unlike the nice guy who is taken for granted, this ass here has made the girl want him badly.

weird isnt it? you may be the most understanding, most loving, most caring, most loyal guy in this entire universe but somehow, somehow you still lost yr girl to a dog. you should appear on FML ya?

well being taken for granted is not the worst thing yet.
what's worse? that will be being a substitute for the cool guy.

bcos the girl is not always able to get the cool guy's attention and love and whatever fu**(oops sorry, forgotten to ask kids below the age of 18 to get the fu** out of here) she will turn to you to get them temporarily. So, when she's unable to get the cool guy, she'll just cling onto you to provide whatever she needs. but when the cool guy comes along, god knows where you have been thrown to. i dont even think google earth can track down your location. sad right? too bad. you just got owned in your face. that' life.

So now's the question i've been waiting to ask you...
Would you rather be a nice guy or a cool guy?
do some math and you would know the answer huh?

hmmm, not many people know about my life. well, im not saying that there are actually ppl dying to know. but oh well, it shall be my topic for today's post:) "WILSON's life. part 1"...

what is wilson sum like? as qouted from mark ho : "uhh.. from afar, he looks very mature, that's only if he does not opens his mouth" ouch...

well, i suppose that there are SOME truth in it.(damn you mark) uh.. ya. im a fun loving guy. cant get serious at all. i hate being serious. it's not me. i love making ppl smile:) so its rather true, that im a child at times. if i ask mark for his opinion, he'll say "all the time" grrrr.

this sucks. i'm not that childish! take a look at my face when i'm on the train, the bus, or anywhere when i'm alone. it's probably one of the blackiest shit you've ever seen. SEE! i can be serious!

oh damn, this totally matches what mark said about me" from afar, mature. open mouth... *toot*" arghhhh.

im off to bed:(
stupid post:(

alright, it's time to breathe some life into my blog. the last time i really blog was like.... last dec? whoa and it's like July now.

so what i've been up to lately if you ppl are wondering...

1) study

2) eat

3) sleep

4) study...

5) maybe a bit of tennis?

yadda yadda donkey kong.

have been appearing online more often than usual cos i've got a new com:) what a lousy time to get one, (I SHOULD BE STUDYING NOW! NOT BLOGGING)

argh... im quite surprised by myself that im actually taking my studies seriously. (oh no, the world is going to end... when has wilson taken something seriously?!)

besides tennis:)

i so wanna be a professional. screw it, i stuck with books instead. i want BALLS! tennis balls...

zzzzz. Oh, tml i'm going to attend a concert, and it'll be my first time watching sth at the esplande. (hmm, i think i just heard someone say im suay ku---> dumb? not up to date? argh, who has a hokkien-english translator?)

seeing the guys tml. haha.

to mark( no alcohol for you) :)

alright, time to teleport back to my study table...

i really hope it isnt what im guessing. if it is. it's over.

when your're gone...

i'm so bored. hence i shall blog about my tennis camp.
it wasnt suppose to be a grueling camp, but due to unforeseen cirucumstances, it was rather tough. haha
the weather was real nice to us, as it did not rain during court time except the last day when we were supposed to play mix doubles. but it dint really affect me as my partner was chun hsiang, a boy... hahaha. so much for MIXED doubles.

for ice breakers, the highlight would be the trust fall. everyone had to do it. it was nerve wrecking, worst then the high elements we did in ccab. well, there was no harness what so ever. it's kinda hard to psych yourself to fall backwards.
anyways, nothing much happened on the first day.
Oh wait! i hate MONOPOLY! im like bloody sway can?
whenever it is my turn, i step onto ppl's house and have to pay. mostly 2oo bucks plus plus plus!
when ppl step on my house, they only pay 60. ( bradell and thompson road houses suck)
or im at home. sian.zzz
ppl get chance, draw cards which let them collect money,
i draw cards that were fines, checkup and worst still. " GO TO JAIL" walao
pay 5oo damn bucks to free parking to get out of jail, only to see zach step on free parking the next moment and walk away with my stash! I HATE MONOPOLY!

apparently, zach claimed he saw a figure standing by the exit door in the smr at 3am. hahaha.
it was actually bill.
dumb.

and i swear im never going to sleep with nat, bill or ervine or zach.
bloody hell. when i was about to sleep, these ppl suddenly crept up to me and...
"you are... my fire... the one... desire..."
yada yada donkey kong!
damn it! idiots. hahaha.
horibble singing i must emphasize! back street boys are so embarrassed that they change their band name to "front alley girls"!

we headed for sentosa the next day. and we sat the luge! and we did it F1 style! hahaha
everyone lined up behind each other and the girls were given handicap by starting in front.
(not looking down on girls but rather, being gentlemanly:)
for the first round, Jin was the first. crazy speed demon
well, for the 2nd and final race, i decided to step up and not break at the bends. crazy idea! haha
i could feel my butt being lifted up!
but well, it's worth the try since i got first! YAH!

then we biked for an hour. 1st time doing a two sitter bike. and to my horror, the person at the back controls your sit. many a time, my butt shifted unwillingly thanks to my partner. grrr. haha

the boys then played beach soccer. was real tiring. and guess what, we had to head back to sch for court training.

played water polo after training and in the blink of an eye. it was sleeping time.
well, they guys dint sing today. lucky i thought, but guess what, it was farting spree for them!
one by one, they came up to my face and release their toxic gases!
assholes! real assholes! most notably zach's! it was bleeding loud and stinky! damn. im seriously not sleeping with them the during next camp:) hahah

the next day zoomed by too. went to jurong point right after camp.
(enjoyed every moment there)

alright, im getting tired. see you guys soon!
ps. mark, caleb, nat, jm. lets have another meeting! real bored!

going for tennis camp tml.
so mia for 3 days 2 nights.
i cant find my swimming trunks! argh...
i think my father took my by accident. lol