end everything before entering a new environment and no complications will arise.

you've indeed learn well from previous experience.

free preview of fireworks+fly pass again:D

excellent view from the platform i must say.

and damn, those pole dancers are... HAWT! :D

perk of the day and the rest of the rehearsals for sure! ftw:D

; like an old abandoned house

like expected, it was not the lost of control over your life, but rather, the lost of feelings.

that girl

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights

I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool

I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Talk about a sin
Was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time
I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

whenever you needed help, i would try to be there.

now, just because you cant handle your life, you left me behind.

i was the first to be laid off.

i was always doing sacrifices, even till that very last moment..

i did what was necessary, for your sake.

as the days go by and as more photos of you having fun without me keep pouring in, i really question myself if everything that i've done was worth anything.

God, i come before you humbled. please give me strength to tide through this, by myself.

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

friends, friends, friends. all you care about is you, yourself, your fun and your friends.

ya. im really sure he likes you.

be blinded la horzzz

Driving instructors are probably the worst ill mannered tutors in the whole of humankind, agree?

when i say i dont understand, i really dont! stop shouting at me! come on. it's my first day riding this damn bike. if im that good, i wont need you ppl to teach me already. no?

this ppl seriously needa chill for nut's sake.

you arent ready for him.. then how in any way are you ready for me?

the fact that no decision has been made till now, means the subject must weigh great significance.

it's just like waiting for the bomb to be released.

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why

Dummy's Guide to relationships

hmm, i presume my blog's dead and people wont come here anymore? perfect. just needed some place to rant. well if you happen to be reading this, then you must be a real hardcore fan as i've not blogged since god knows when and everyone knows or at least thinks that wilson sum doesnt blog anymore. so thank you for visiting my blog for whatever reason:)

yup. i dont need to explain what im about to rant on but if you happen to have an eyesight of 1000 degrees and above and missed out on my title then i shall briefly tell you what it is: Dummy's guide to relationships, lesson 101: Why nice guys will lose out to cool guys.

first, i shall define what a nice guy is(based on my perception)
nice guy: one who gives in all the time, always there when needed, willing to make sacrifices, loyal to his partner, caring, may not necessarily be good looking but his character makes up for it.

now onto the cool guy: HANDSOME ,may not be loyal, may not be caring, may not be willing to make sacrifices, may not be there when needed, may not give in at all.

well, it seems to me that at this point the nice guy has an upper hand compared to the cool guy, but wait! being nice may not mean winning over that girl you have so longed to be with.

why?

cos nice guys tend to be taken for granted. they selflessly make so many sacrifices, always die die try to be there for her, care for her, be loyal to her etc. to a point where she feels jaded and takes such acts of love as normal.

whereas for the cool guys, they tend to be flirtatious, not that loyal, dont always care about the opposite gender's feelings and they cause a great deal of pain.
but wait, he being an asshole actually plays to his advantage. why? he has just created something, absence. unlike the nice guy who is taken for granted, this ass here has made the girl want him badly.

weird isnt it? you may be the most understanding, most loving, most caring, most loyal guy in this entire universe but somehow, somehow you still lost yr girl to a dog. you should appear on FML ya?

well being taken for granted is not the worst thing yet.
what's worse? that will be being a substitute for the cool guy.

bcos the girl is not always able to get the cool guy's attention and love and whatever fu**(oops sorry, forgotten to ask kids below the age of 18 to get the fu** out of here) she will turn to you to get them temporarily. So, when she's unable to get the cool guy, she'll just cling onto you to provide whatever she needs. but when the cool guy comes along, god knows where you have been thrown to. i dont even think google earth can track down your location. sad right? too bad. you just got owned in your face. that' life.

So now's the question i've been waiting to ask you...
Would you rather be a nice guy or a cool guy?
do some math and you would know the answer huh?