just realized i have been MIAed for quite sumtime(sometime)
today both boys and girls tennis teams won their matches against innova jc and yishun jc respectively, and we are progressing to our 2nd group stage.

i can feel the tension building. its like time is running short and im still not there yet. it sucks to have a bad day on the courts, as every second is precious out there. talkin about bad days. marc and i lost to u-jin and calvin 9-5. its gettin hard to swallow down losses. (and i got sucker-punched by marc's service in the head. dont blame him though. needed to wake up, but ouch!)
no training till saturday. guess i wont be able to sit still for 2 days w/o touching my rackets.

tml is a holiday. guess i'll just relax one corner.. smoking~

if you are sad and you know it smack a fren*clap clap*

come on!

hi all.
had my second inter school tennis match today at TJC.
won 5-0! yeah!
results:
singles 1: levu 9-0 (his first match! go vietnam!)
singles 2: nicholas 9-2
singles 3: zachary 9-1
doubles 1: marc and i 9-4
doubles 2: nat and kieth 9-7

well. both doubles team could have done better. but overall, it was fine. got used to playing away matches.
tml got training at ccab again from 8-11.
at night going jacon's hse to celebrate his bday. his hse is so far! sian. sure get mrt/bus lag by the time i travel there. arghh..

when i see your smile
tears roll down my face
i cant replace...


use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and i know i'll be ok
though my skies are turning gray

redjumpsuitapparatus

victory

yup, both male and female tennis teams won their matches 5-0.
a good start indeed.
but i guess there's lots more to work on, esp my doubles. i needa shorten my back swing and be more agressive..

tml got vball match against tampines jc. hope it will also be a win.
real tired. be it mentally, physically, spiritually and even emotionally.
its real tough to have to face all this shit.
theres studies to cope with, next my sports. and other aspects of my life is equally just as screwed up. things just arent going my way.

oh well..

time flies by..

the clock is ticking real fast.
less than two days away. the biggest "career" in our whole jc life is going to begin(that's how josh puts it)
yup, its what we all have been anticipating.. the a div tennis season

playing against NJC on home ground. although its home ground, i somehow dont find it less stressful.
having a home crowd cheering you on ( if there is) is a double edged sword.
it can either motivate you more, or stress you up.
well. whatever the case, im still going to do my best, though i feel im still unprepared.
with or without supporters, it aint going to hold the acjc team back.
though we may not be as strong as our previous batches. its the believe that we have that will bring us through. and i do believe that finals is within our reach. well...
the best is yet to be..

just bored..

1.24 am. what am i still doin online?
hmm, today hasnt been a very productive day for me. went out for training at ccab in morning. played doubles. won 9-6. satisfied? kinda. but can be better.
came back right after training. slept like a pig. and here i am blogging.
sometimes i really wonder. am i up to it? its the a levels. and yet, im not doing much about it. will i be able to promote? i dunno. but at this rate..
my very first a div. tennis match starts on this coming wed. am i up to it?
ive been asking this question for sometime. and i really do doubt my abilities at times.
the only thing that keeps me going is the team. i tell myself. i cant lose. cos i'll let the rest down. i tell myself. if i have to dive for the ball. i will. but. will this be sufficient to bring the team to the finals. i really hope it does.

next week will definitely be the most hectic week of my life. trainings after trainings. i just hope my knee can sustain. tests are coming up too. perfect.

conclusion. im pretty much screwed.

haha

whoo. wad a day it was today.
well, firstly, Happy Birthday to my Mother! may she live to a ripe old age and at 100 years of age, i'll still be able to see her blow the candles. :)

hmm, i actually planned for a bouqet of roses to be sent to my mummy's office today. but to my horror, my mum took leave! argh. so this is where the story begins..

after lunching at acsi, me and _ went to my mum's office. (haha, the bus ride there was.. quiet?)
well, we alighted and walked a distance. _ just couldnt walk straight.. hmm. wonder why. lol
got to my mum's office and i went into her office. her staff was kinda shocked as i just barged in. ( hahah, must have thought my mum came back to catch u slacking arh!?)
anyway, left the place as fast as i could. and there i went carrying a bouqet of roses on one hand and _ on my other side. (sure felt weird)
headed for staff club where we settled down( i dint pang seh you ok!?)
supposedly doing homework, but i guess chatting was too tempting.

so it was just yadder yadder donkey kong from 5 plus to 8.
we decided to leave when the rain subsided. walked _ to the bus stop.
(and yeah, thanks for embarrassing me countless time. grr)

_ left and so did i. on the bus home, lots of bangra workers stared at me. tsk. (never seen such pretty flowers i guess)
well, it sure is funny to hold a bouqet of flowers, walking around with _ when its not valentine's day. lol
but all in all. it was a great day.

pss.
dont worry too much k?
u ought to rest. we'll solve this together. no point panicking.
:(

a nice day for tennis

hey..
today the tennis teams had friendly matches at temasek poly.
met up with matthew at abt 825, who drove us(glenn, jacqueline and elizabeth) to TP.
on the way... haha, matthew blasted emo. songs on the car. super funny to hear him sing. but ya. it kinda made me emo and dampen a little bit of my fighting spirit.
therefore, pls! no emo songs before a match! damn it. lol
the line up and score for today was:
singles one: nicholas tan. win 9-5
singles two:zachary. win 9-7
doubles one: marc and wilson. win 9-5
doubles two: nathaniel and keith. win 9-4
yup! we won all our matches.
but my match got off to a shaky start. as usual, marc and i werent playing our very best tennis. but yup. somehow from 3-5 down, win won 6 games in a roll to close out the match. phew..

after that, it pissed down like shit. and we all got drenched. bill still wanted to play when it started drizzling. argh..( still say passing cloud.. lol)
anyway, the guys team later went to siglap to eat the famous "MEE POK"
wa... damn nice la. the chilli is fantastic. i perspired like hell and i think i had a swollen mouth after that.
(next time for warm ups, i think just eat mee pok can already :) )

well, went back home via mrt. and slept all the way till now.
sian. got tutorials to do. gtg!

today

mr owyong, mr lim, mr ganesan and robert came to acjc today.
haha. we ex fairsians or aka lau jiaos, are being called back to join in to form the fmss's crest on saturday. its meant to become a genuiness( how to spell? lol) world record. haha. lets just hope I dont screw it up!
anyway, its 13 days to competition. how do i feel? i feel like jelly. wa. i feel as though i lost both my hind limbs. but seriously, super motivated la. just hope my other team mates get back their drive.

well, i woke up late today. shit man. had to trouble my dad to fetch me to school.
hmm, but i realize one thing: my dad shld really take part in F1 racing. he drives as though... never mind, im just glad my mum applied insurance for both me and my dad. :)

had swim pe today too. kinda fun, watching chun hsiang struggle was super funny. woots. didnt mean to be evil.

oh man, i miss mark ho and fatty chng. shit. this post has become gay.
time to stop!

memories

http://redsports.sg/2007/03/13/catholic-high-sweep-both-south-zone-volleyball-titles/

everytime i read this article, it reminds me of the lowest days in my life.
so, to all fmss vballers who are still playing, please, train hard.

it sucks to lose. and it has scared me for life.